DAY FIVE sucked! Literally sucked. After a week long stay at the hospital, they made me go home. And most people are probably thrilled to leave, but come on, I have never had to leave the hospital without a baby. And I cried. And I cried. And I cried. I don't know what is worse, knowing that you are going to be delivering early and your baby isn't coming home for a while. OR being told it's time to go and you can't take your baby with you. This has been one of the hardest experiences of my life. As we pulled into the driveway after leaving, I began sobbing. I can't imagine what the next several weeks have in store, and I am sadden you aren't here. I am grateful to know you are in good hands though and that we are at one of the best NICU's in the state. However, I will never be okay with having to leave, I hope it gets easier.
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