Day Thirty. I visited you a little later than normal today, things have been crazy as we have been trying to prepare to get everyone back to school. The nurses have informed me that you have continued to have DESTATS {drops in your heart rate to scary levels}. I wont lie, it completely freaks me out when this happens. Your alarms are loud, they blink a red light, and you require stimulation to get to normal levels. Okay, this would be hard for any mother to see, and I have super bad anxiety, so I often tend to worry a great deal more because of it. The nurses told me that this is normal, that this is just your body dealing with the prematurity and that you will soon out grow it. Oh, I hope that is true, because I can't handle it. They did do some labs today to make sure things were going alright inside, it all turned out great. I pray for you in my heart constantly, that you will beat the trials that possibly lie ahead for you, that you can be strong, and that you will be healthy. I love you my sweet man, and I love every minute I get to spend with you.
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